time is flowin like a river...remember that song?

...so today's my 2nd child/daughters 20th birthday...i keep asking myself how this happened...can it be true that having all adult children is peeking @ me just around the corner...seems unreal...i barely feel like an adult myself...hmmm...these unfamiliar waters are a weird place to be...not unpleasant...just unfamiliar...like standing in front of a group to speak n suddenly being so aware of your hands...for the first time in your life they feel unfamiliar...not quit sure what to do w/ them...they don't feel..."right"...kinda out a place all the sudden...

anyway that's the way i feel today...adding to this slightly addled feeling is the fact that i can't get my porch put back together again....like humpty dumpty...

...not this past weekend but the one before that i cleared off my porch so i could have my annual country porch sale..now i have time to move everything back into place only i don't want all of it back in the same place nor i think, do i want to keep everything...it's all just junk anyway

...so i keep moving and moving n adjusting n rearranging n changing...i STILL can't get it right...so i just came inside...i think i'll try again in the morning...it's sorta overcast n chillyish today...the porch is easier to do in the sunshine...

i want to get rid of more stuff...i have the need to purge...the porch sale is a lot of work tho...hmmm...gotta get creative...

oops didn't realize how late it was...gotta run...birthday supper @ cheddars..yeeeaaah...maybe loads of simple carbs n grease will get help

peace